HATCHI - My little dog - a heartbeat at my feet.

He is my other eyes that can see above the clouds; my other ears that hear above the winds. He is the part of me that can reach out into the sea. He has told me a thousand times over that I am his reason for being; by the way he rests against my leg; by the way he thumps his tail at my smallest smile; by the way he shows his hurt when I leave without taking him. (I think it makes him sick with worry when he is not along to care for me.) When I am wrong, he is delighted to forgive. When I am angry, he clowns to make me smile. When I am happy, he is joy unbounded. When I am a fool, he ignores it. When I succeed, he brags. Without him, I am only another man. With him, I am all-powerful. He is loyalty itself. He has taught me the meaning of devotion. With him, I know a secret comfort and a private peace. He has brought me understanding where before I was ignorant. His head on my knee can heal my human hurts. His presence by my side is protection against my fears of dark and unknown things. He has promised to wait for me... whenever... wherever - in case I need him. And I expect I will - as I always have. He is just my dog(GOD)

"The reason a dog has so many friends is that he wags his tail instead of his tongue"

@30days

A person who has never owned a dog has missed a wonderful part of life. 

@30days

         My goal in life is to be as good of a person my dog already thinks I am

@75days

The great pleasure of a dog is that you may make a fool of yourself with him and not only will he not scold you, but he will make a fool of himself too

@68days

Man is a dog's idea of what God should be.

@55days

There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face.

@28days

Dogs laugh, but they laugh with their tails

@70days

"Heaven goes by favour. If it went by merit, you would stay out and your dog would go in."

They never talk about themselves but listen to you while you talk about yourself, and keep up an appearance of being interested in the conversation.

A man may smile and bid you hail

Yet wish you to the devil;

But when a good dog wags his tail,

You know he's on the level.

There is no faith which has never yet been broken, except that of a truly faithful dog.

A dog can express more with his tail in seconds than his owner can express with his tongue in hours.

There never yet has been a dog who learned to double cross, nor catered to you when you won then dropped you when you lost.

For me a house becomes a Home when you add a set of four legs, a happy tail, and that indescribable measure of love that we call a Dog!

"If there are no dogs in Heaven,then when I die I want to go where they went."

@150days

@8months

A dog doesn’t care if you’re rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his.

@8months

@14 Months

@18 Months

"The more people I meet the more I like my dog."

Bring me out of me

Can’t walk on this road

Can’t bear this enough load.

Bring me out of me.

Have to find the key

To open this door

Never felt like this ever before

Was it intentional,was it by chance

Was it a coincident,

Was it the same that was suppose to happen

Where to run where to hide,

There are crossroads in my sight.

Loving u so much makes me sick.

Why are there options I cant pick.

Apology is what I can have

There is nothing left for me to grab

She has the upper hand she has the key,

To open this door and set me free.

Why everything starts from her and end on her.

Why I cant see my life without her

Bring me out of me.

Hakunamatata!!!!!!

Day And Night At Single Time...........

                                  THIS PHOTO IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. BE SURE TO

READ THE TEXT BELOW TO HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING 

OF WHAT YOU ARE VIEWING. IT IS HISTORIC TOO AS THIS 

IS THE LAST MISSION FOR COLUMBIA ..

The photograph attached was taken by the crew on board the Columbia

during its last mission, on a cloudless day.

The picture is of Europe and Africa when the sun is setting.

Half of the picture is in night. The bright dots you see are the cities' lights.

The top part of Africa is the Sahara Desert .

Note that the lights are already on in Holland , Paris , and Barcelona,

and that's it's still daylight in Dublin , London , Lisbon , and Madrid .

The sun is still shining on the Strait of Gibraltar . The Mediterranean Sea is

already in darkness.

In the middle of the Atlantic Ocean you can see the Azores Islands;

below them to the right are the Madeira Islands ; a bit below are the

Canary Islands; and further South, close to the farthest western point

of Africa , are the Cape Verde Islands.

Note that the Sahara is huge and can be seen clearly both during

day time and night time.

To the left, on top, is Greenland , totally frozen.

I wonder,,,,,

It was a gloomy Saturday afternoon. A flock of birds was spending great time searching for food and playing on the main road. Out of the sudden, a big truck sped through... sad thing had happened again.

Birds can feel too. Although this bird had already died, another bird flew over to her immediately, just like a family member, unable to accept the truth.

Not long after that, another car stormed in causing the dead bird's body to whirl with the wind. The spouse noticed the movement. As if she was still alive, he quickly flew beside her again.

He stayed beside her and yelled ... "WHY ARE YOU NOT GETTING UP!?"

Unfortunately, she's no longer able to hear him. In the meantime, he's trying to lift her up.

Unfortunately, she's no longer able to hear him. In the meantime, he's trying to lift her up.

Although other birds told him its useles, he never gave up. He was trying his best to lift her up to see her flying again. Another car passed by, her dead body whirled again as if still alive and trying to fly He had used all of his energy, however... The photographer said he couldn't shoot any longer. The photographer was so worried that the living bird was going to get hurt by passing cars. So he picked up the dead bird and left it at the roadside. The live one still lingered at a nearby tree as if crying with his singing and refused to leave. Do humans have the same feelings nowadays? I wonder.

Past India's Pics

India, the largest democracy in the world, is home to a tremendously varied population of over one billion people that coexist in a vibrant multi-religious, multi-lingual, multi-ethic, and multi-cultural country. Over the millenia of history of the country, those people have built an unmatched architectural heritage of rock-carved caves, places of worship for a large number of religions, mausoleums, and palaces. From small things such as fabrics and spices, to entire towns painted with a striking tint, India is possibly the most colorful of all countries.

  

Notable Suicide Notes

A person's last words are a special form of quotation and suicide notes are a special form of last words.

Not everyone has the opportunity to compose their last words but suicide notes are generally considered in advance, albeit at a time that the author wasn't in their normal state on mind.

Many suicides leave a note. Here's a list of some notable examples.

Clara Blandick

American Actress, died April 15, 1962.

Blandick was 82 at the time of her death and suffering chronic poor health.

"I am now about to make the great adventure. I cannot endure this agonizing pain any longer. It is all over my body. Neither can I face the impending blindness. I pray the Lord my soul to take. Amen."

Nicolas-Sebastien Chamfort


French writer, died 1794

Killed himself just before being arrested in Paris. His last words were spoken to Abbe Sieyès

"And so I leave this world, where the heart must either break or turn to lead"

Chris Chubbuck


American news reporter, died July 15, 1974

Chubbuck shot herself in the head during a live television broadcast.

"And now, in keeping with Channel 40's policy of    always bringing you the latest in blood and guts, in living color, you're about to see another first - an attempted suicide"

Kurt Cobain


Rock musician, died April 8, 1994

In a note meant for his family, but addressed to his imaginary childhood friend 'Boddah'.

"Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your altar. Please keep going Courtney, for Frances for her life will be so much happier without me. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU"

Hart Crane


Poet, died April 27, 1932

Called out as he jumped off the steamship Orizaba.

"Goodbye, everybody!"

George Eastman


Inventor, died March 14, 1932

During his lifetime, Eastman gave away over $100 million to various educational and cultural institutions.


In his later years he suffered from a painful and incurable spinal disease.

"To my friends: My work is done. Why wait? G. E"

Sergei Esenin


Russian poet, died 1925

Written in his own blood, and given to a friend the day before he hanged himself.

"Goodbye, my friend, goodbye
My love, you are in my heart.
It was preordained we should part
And be reunited by and by.
Goodbye: no handshake to endure.
Let's have no sadness -- furrowed brow. There's nothing new in dying now  Though living is no newer"

Charlotte Perkins Gilman

American writer, died 1935. 

An advocate for the right-to-die, Gilman committed suicide by taking an overdose of chloroform. 

"When all usefulness is over, when one is assured of an unavoidable and imminent death, it is the simplest of human rights to choose a quick and easy death in place of a slow and horrible one. I have preferred chloroform over cancer" 

Tony Hancock
English comedian, died June 24 1968 

A depressive personality, Hancock found life in the show business spotlight difficult. Fellow comedian Spike Milligan said of him "He ended up on his own. I thought, he's got rid of everybody else, he's going to get rid of himself and he did." 

     "Things just seemed to go too wrong too many times"

Jon-Erik Hexum


Actor, died October 18, 1984 

Accidental suicide as he shot himself with a prop gun on the set of US television spy show Cover Up. 

Let's see if I get myself with this one. 

Adolf Hitler


German political and military leader, died April 29 1945 

Hitler committed suicide, with is wife Eva Braun, in an underground bunker in Berlin. 

The last lines of Hitler's personal testament are:

I myself and my wife - in order to escape the disgrace of deposition or capitulation - choose death. It is our wish to be burnt immediately on the spot where I have carried out the greatest part of my daily work in the course of a twelve years' service to my people.

Robert E. Howard


American writer, died June 11, 1936

Howard's suicide note was a paraphrase of Viola Garvin's poemThe House of Caesar.

   "All fled - all done, so lift me on the pyre; 

      The feast is over, and the lamps expire"

Terry Kath

Rock musician, died January 23, 1978

Spoken to a friend who had asked him to stop putting the gun to his head and snapping the trigger.

             "Don't worry, it's not loaded"

Heinrich von Kleist


German writer and dramatist, died 1811

Kleist died in a suicide pact with a young woman friend, who was suffering from cancer. He addressed a suicide note to his sister.

I cannot die without, contented and serene as I am, reconciling myself with all the world - before all others - with you, my dearest Ulrike. Give up the strong expressions which you resorted to in your letter to me: let me revoke them; truly, to save me, you have done all within the strength, not only of a sister, but of a man - all that could be done. The truth is, nothing on earth can help me. And now good-bye: may Heaven send you a death even half equal to mine in joy and unutterable bliss: that is the most heart-felt and profoundest wish that I can think of for you. Your Henry. Stimmung, at Potsdam, on the morning of my death.

Vachel Lindsay


American poet, died December 4, 1931

Committed suicide by drinking disinfectant taken from his kitchen cupboard.

    "They tried to get me - I got them first!"

Yukio Mishima


Japanese novelist and poet (pen name, Kimitake Hiraoka), died 1970

Mishima committed ritual suicide after failing to persuade the Japanese military to overthrow the civilian government. 


He shouted his last words from a balcony, went inside, said to a companion "I don't think they even heard me" and disembowelled himself.

    "Tenno Heika banzai! (Long live His imperial Majesty)"

Sylvia Plath


American poet and novelist, died February 11, 1963

Plath was found dead with her head in a gas oven, at her home in Primrose Hill, London. 


The nature of her note has led some to suggest that she didn't intend to kill herself but that her actions were a call for help.

                           Call Dr. Horder.

reddie Prinze


American actor/comedian, died January 29, 1977

Shot himself in the head in front of his business manager, while under the influence of prescription drugs.

I must end it. There's no hope left. I'll be at peace. No one had anything to do with this. My decision totally.

George Sanders


British actor, died April 25, 1972

Checked into a small in a hotel in Barcelona, wrote a short suicide note and took an overdose of barbiturates.

Dear World, I am leaving you because I am bored. I feel I have lived long enough. I am leaving you with your worries in this sweet cesspool. Good luck.

Sara Teasdale


American poet, died 1933

Some sources state that the poem I Shall Not Care was written as a suicide note to her lover who had left her. That's not the case - the poem was published 18 years earlier. However, Teasdale did commit suicide by taking and overdose of sleeping pills and, had she chosen to use it, the poem would have made a fitting last note

When I am dead, and over me bright AprilShakes out her rain drenched hair, Tho you should lean above me broken hearted, I shall not care. For I shall have peace.  As leafey trees are peaceful

When rain bends down the bough. And I shall be more silent and cold hearted Than you are now. 

Hunter S. Thompson


American author, died 20 February, 2005

Thompson left the "Football Season Is Over" note for his wife, Anita. He shot himself four days later at home.


The writer's ashes were launched into the sky in Woody Creek, Colorado, at Thompson's request.

"No More Games. No More Bombs. No More Walking. No More Fun. No More Swimming. 67. That is 17 years past 50. 17 more than I needed or wanted. Boring. I am always bitchy. No Fun for anybody. 67. You are getting Greedy. Act your old age. Relax This won't hurt" 

Lupe Velez


Mexican born American actress, died December 13, 1944

Velez, who was divorced and pregnant, left a note for actor Harald Maresch.

To Harald, may God forgive you and forgive me too but I prefer to take my life away and our baby's before I bring him with shame or killing him, Lupe.

James Whale


English film director, died May 29, 1957

Whale drowned himself in his backyard swimming pool. The contents of his note, left for his partner, weren't disclosed until 1987.

The future is just old age and illness and pain... I must have peace and this is the only way.

Wendy Orlean Williams

Punk rock performer, died April 6, 1998

The lead singer of the punk band Plasmatics shot herself after leaving the last of several suicide notes.

The act of taking my own life is not something that I do without a lot of thought. I don't believe that people should take their own lives without deep and thoughtful reflection over a considerable period of time. I do believe strongly, however, that the right to do so is one of the most fundamental rights anyone in a free society should have. For me much of the world makes no sense, but my feelings about what I am doing ring loud and clear to an inner ear and to a place where there is no self, only calm. Love always, Wendy.

Sid Vicious (born John Simon Ritchie)


English punk musician, died February 2 1979

Vicious, who had recently discharged himself from hospital where he was undergoing a methadone detoxification programme, died from a heroin overdose. His mother found his apparent suicide note in a jacket. It is thought to refer to his recently deceased girlfriend Nancy Spungen.

We had a death pact, and I have to keep my half of the bargain. Please bury me next to my baby in my leather jacket, jeans and motorcycle boots. Goodbye.

Virginia Woolf


English author, died March 28, 1941

Woolf had had a mental breakdown years earlier, which she feared was about to recur. She committed suicide by drowning in the River Ouse, Sussex.


She left the suicide note on the mantelpiece of her home, for her husband.

Dearest, I feel certain that I'm going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems to be the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier until this terrible disease came. I can't fight it any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness in my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling you life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. V.